Busy

One of those things that makes me cringe is when I get a spider web in the face.  This morning I did just that, I walked into a spider web in between Julies car and mine.  The spider was going for the world record of spider webs the gap is 4 foot wide between the cars.  I don’t know what  the spider was thinking.  Actually I do that spider is thinking that I killed his brother yesterday while he was climbing on Ellies swing set and he is now going to make me uncomfortable by putting his web in my face.  Anyway in digress.

This week I have been very very busy.  Actually the last three weeks since I started school have been crazy.  I don’t think there was one day in the last three weeks I didn’t get up at 6:00 and go to bed at 11:30, and I was doing something that needed to be done the whole time .  I guess I can just sit and relax at dialysis but that really still feels like work believe it or not.  I am not trying to sound like I’m complaining well except for the spider web in my face.  I really like what I’m doing right now.  School is fun, I love learning new things.  It’s totally opposite of what I was like the year I went to GRCC right after high school.  Then I was only worried about girls and friends, and were the next place I could play basketball was.  Now I have a goal and I really like to do the work.   It’s hard to find time to study.  Every time I turn my head Ellie is poking her baby cousins eye out.  Or she is testing her new jumping skills off the couch. So I try to study after bed time. 

I am sure that’s how you are as well ,busy,  especially those that are parents.  Not that people without kids aren’t busy it’s just you make yourselves busy.  With a kid you’re like a servant.  At 8:30 you can finally relax.  I am not saying I don’t love the time I spend with Ellie and nephews and nieces. I do more than anything.  It’s just not what I expected when I was childless.  It’s much better than what I expected.  A parents love is different than any other love.